Friday, 15 March 2013

contemplation !!



If the world was a merry go round and I just put myself out of this loop and look at what happened at that time …’bizarre’ is the word most appropriate…hell yea genuinely it was the most strange things I have encountered .Good or bad, right or wrong is not what I would like to conclude …its just how imperfect and uncertain life is around us...the most non collinear set of thoughts and emotions that have gone through this period.
In a recent blog of my friend I read about imperfections and I very much agree to all the imperfections around us...the only solution to this is to put a “conscious” thought which is without regrets and remorse above all to end all anxiety about imperfections …which I also know is the most difficult thing to do...as we all would like our instinctive action & reaction is given most priority for whatever reasons we deem it.
First of all I would like to pay my deepest condolences to my friend who passed away recently... well he was not a famous guy  in the college so people could notice him and hence know about him ..With the interactions I had with him I knew he was a nice, soft-spoken guy highly enthusiastic, played good badminton, and extremely polite...with all my limited knowledge and wisdom I don’t think he was wronged by any one nor he has done anything wrong ...so death was not something which he deserved at this point of time ..It was shocking and equally sad …
I now firmly believe with all conviction that everyone should etch it within themselves that if death is so uncertain in nature, living every moment to the fullest is the best alternative and should be the priority...
It jus left me in meditative silence that day asking myself a question...What is the use of the all the academic training that we take to secure courses few years later sacrificing everything in the present..?? What is the use of an education system which does not teach a lad how to “live” life? What s the use learn all crappy bunch of subjects obnoxiously we have today.this will  of no use to humans nor to the animals ...if tomorrow is the day...I think we should have the satisfaction and contentment of the times we had and lived it with all that we have in our hands ..!! Live live live!!!
I was taken a back ...the boy who was with us yesterday is not here today n everything was just so same n normal as if nothing happened ...I mean is there a value to a human life at all ...??? Sigh...the thought of what his parents must be going through just frightens me...and I think something must be really done…we are humans for god’s sake and we humans have to know to value...and it is the strength beyond all measures...and a virtue beyond all limits ...R.I.P my friend...find peace...
I am not a very sentimental person …but it’s just that I very recently knew what loss actually is...loss of a loved one…loss of what/who is a source of your happiness...loss of what/who makes you better person just by their very presence ...loss of what/who stands with you always no matter what…it’s this sense of loss that causes the internal hemorrhage of hopes,  promises,  visions, dreams  and so on ... It s even bitter when u cannot comprehend any reason or any sought of evidence or proof for this breakdown... UNCERTAINITY …I have always heard ‘change is the changeless thing in this universe’ I guess It’s the right time to ponder on this for awhile…

As the law of uncertainty by Heisenberg … states how the position and the momentum of an object is completely unpredictable even if any one of the quantities is known …I was at midst of this very principle …we cannot considerably argue on this because its accepted worldwide and more over because it stands true ..
The only way to stop feeling miserable about uncertainty is to stop gathering information from the outside and start gathering information from the inside and I think it’s that’s the place where u will find all your answers. There is always a reason behind all miseries, many may b beyond our comprehensive ability, but then it’s our choice to figure it out...or leave it alone...I would like to leave u with a thought to brood upon ..we all are of the same predicament …when we don’t get what we want  then we suffer …and when we get exactly what we want we still suffer because we can’t hold on to it for ever …
There is no way to happiness my dear friends, happiness is the way!!!

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